Fear, anxiety and despair.
I am so familiar with these feelings. Sometimes, it comes in the mornings, sometimes in the afternoons, or even the night. It may be just a fleeting thought, or it could last for hours, days even. and the one common denomination is people.
I know, Jim Rohn always said, "Don't wish it were easier, wish you were better.@
I do, I do wish. Though I wish it were easier.
My heart aches for a reason, that I do not know.
Maybe it is disappointment. I am determined to know.
At my age, I can hardly believe that I am still finding myself. Habits have been formed and I am going to change them.
Work takes up much of my say, then chores. I have to take some time off, to look for a Life, much more a Life partner.
My friend just told me " what's the worst that could happen?"
" Death?"
The truth is I am not that afraid to die, just what happens if I don't?
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